eh...it's christmas
i've always tried to live by the phrase of don't let contentment be confused for happiness.
well, karma truly is a bitch and contentment just bit me on the ass...
it's christmas.
i just lost my job.
i can't afford my bills.
i can't seem to find another one...
all of the job opportunities that came my way this past year
that i turned down because i was CONTENT! where i was..
which was..being able to pay the bills, have a flexible schedule which allowed for fun..
and now..well, i just feel like an idiot.
i've been applying to jobs like crazy..
real jobs, you know the 9-5 ones
and i also applied for a server job here in town due to an ad in the paper
i just need to do something to make some money..
i'm trying to gather things that i can sell/melt/pawn for cash
to make up the $400 i need by the 19th.
my family is being completely awesome and paying one of my
big bills for me but told me that theres no way they could pay
their bills and mine..
which i would not expect them to.
---
in other news,
i met someone.
someone kind of cool.
good head on his shoulders,
smart, ambitious...
and lives an hour away..
and i've discovered a love for drag shows.
$2 to get in, drinks are not completely necessary
especially not for a $4 bottle of beer..
but the queens are fabulous!
and i've truly enjoyed myself there..
well, karma truly is a bitch and contentment just bit me on the ass...
it's christmas.
i just lost my job.
i can't afford my bills.
i can't seem to find another one...
all of the job opportunities that came my way this past year
that i turned down because i was CONTENT! where i was..
which was..being able to pay the bills, have a flexible schedule which allowed for fun..
and now..well, i just feel like an idiot.
i've been applying to jobs like crazy..
real jobs, you know the 9-5 ones
and i also applied for a server job here in town due to an ad in the paper
i just need to do something to make some money..
i'm trying to gather things that i can sell/melt/pawn for cash
to make up the $400 i need by the 19th.
my family is being completely awesome and paying one of my
big bills for me but told me that theres no way they could pay
their bills and mine..
which i would not expect them to.
---
in other news,
i met someone.
someone kind of cool.
good head on his shoulders,
smart, ambitious...
and lives an hour away..
and i've discovered a love for drag shows.
$2 to get in, drinks are not completely necessary
especially not for a $4 bottle of beer..
but the queens are fabulous!
and i've truly enjoyed myself there..