Sent out the SOS call. It was a quarter past four in the morning..

[frogchuck]

Today. School sucked. Lunch was nice because it was just Rafael and me. Everybody else..don't know. After school, we ran around a lot with Brenda. Felt no use for my phone, wanted to get smashed. Cooked quite the diverse meal maybe including every culture? But they loved it. Nice comment, Mr. Toro. Actually nice comments from everybody. The arrival-I got a nice hug from Mrs. Toro. And that's it. So 9pm I come home and my wonderful Shaggy greets me as a ton of slobber spills. Even if I walk home, life's good. It's the sad kind of happy. I'm happy but it's falling behind. And I got mad at Matt this morning. I was on edge this morning, sorry.
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I'm glad you're comfortable enough to say I'm a fourth child. You wouldn't ever know what that feels like.