Cross post from myspace
Ok, so im not to sure how this works, maybe its just cause im a female or pisces. Maybe its both, either way i dont get it. What don't i get, well im getting to that.
ok so heres the thing, i went out last night, had a total blast. i dont think i've had that much "wet" fun at sadisco in forever. everything was great, i felt whole, human, happy, and even real. like some how my existence isnt just to fill up space. but i woke up this morning and there it was again. this little part of me thats been slowly planting itself. almost like a void, like part of me is missing.
i'm not really sure what it is. i know that there isnt really anything missing from my life right now. i just bought a car, i have a job (it sucks but it still pays the bills), im going back to college, a roof over my head, food, and friends and family who love me. so whats missing then. why do i still feel empty?
theres a part of me that feels like its not being fulfilled. like im still missing out on something, i just havent been able to place my fingure on it. maybe someday i will.
ok so heres the thing, i went out last night, had a total blast. i dont think i've had that much "wet" fun at sadisco in forever. everything was great, i felt whole, human, happy, and even real. like some how my existence isnt just to fill up space. but i woke up this morning and there it was again. this little part of me thats been slowly planting itself. almost like a void, like part of me is missing.
i'm not really sure what it is. i know that there isnt really anything missing from my life right now. i just bought a car, i have a job (it sucks but it still pays the bills), im going back to college, a roof over my head, food, and friends and family who love me. so whats missing then. why do i still feel empty?
theres a part of me that feels like its not being fulfilled. like im still missing out on something, i just havent been able to place my fingure on it. maybe someday i will.