modifications...
I've taken the time to stop and ponder on the word "modify".
I'm not gonna pretend, I'm not gonna hold anything in, I'm going to be completely honest right now when I say...I have been very very depressed for the past few weeks.
I feel as though I am missing something very important, it's just out of my grasp.
I feel useless, helpless, hopeless, and loveless...and it's tearing me to pieces inside
inadequate
outdated
shut down
de-valued
obsolete
...words that should never define a person's attitude towards themselves.
I need a modification...I need a "reboot" on my hardrive, necessary updates.
I look back...and I can think of only a few times for the past 2-3 weeks where I have been truly happy...one of those times was having a Romeo Y Julieta with Nick (homeboys & gentlemen)
I need some reassurance in my life
I'm not gonna pretend, I'm not gonna hold anything in, I'm going to be completely honest right now when I say...I have been very very depressed for the past few weeks.
I feel as though I am missing something very important, it's just out of my grasp.
I feel useless, helpless, hopeless, and loveless...and it's tearing me to pieces inside
inadequate
outdated
shut down
de-valued
obsolete
...words that should never define a person's attitude towards themselves.
I need a modification...I need a "reboot" on my hardrive, necessary updates.
I look back...and I can think of only a few times for the past 2-3 weeks where I have been truly happy...one of those times was having a Romeo Y Julieta with Nick (homeboys & gentlemen)
I need some reassurance in my life