I don't need this...

[frog_at_fsu]

just got off the phone...and I have to say that...that I can't win. I fucking hate when this shit happens. No freaking closure about anything in my life...just one long running fucking chapter...I'm never gonna open myself up again...that was a huge mistake and now, I feel the pain ONCE MORE!

I don't need your security
to fight off the chaos
that I have created for myself...

I don't need it...