Nov 12, 2004 12:01
Yes...today, even though slightly rainy out...is a great day, but here's my theory on that:
If you can be happy even in the rainiest of days, the gloomiest of nights, the lonliest of mornings...then you are set for life!!! Seriously though, if those things don't get you down (which they shoudln't) then you are in good shape for a long and happy life. I know that may sound pretty obvious...but until you have really experienced those times and you can say that you've moved on from the unhappy times, then you really don't know the meaning of a new appreciation for life and everything good that can come out of it. I just came out of a hard hard time in my life, but I had God there at my side the whole time...and my friends were there to keep my chin up and man, seriously, as much as I wanna not cry when I think about that, my friends here at FSU are the shiznit!...they have really carried me through some serious loads and piles of crap that was poured into my life. They kept me going when I didn't want to...and I was too tired to get up, they picked me up. I want to say thank you to all of them...and yea, a livejournal is not the greatest way to say thank you..but don't worry I'll get to ya'll throughout the year and really give you my appreciation for you being in my life.
I also want to talk about someone else who has really shinned a big light in my life right now. We've been talking for only a short while, but..she gives me a great great feeling whenever I see the phone say her name is calling. She has made things for me easier as well, not by what she says to make me feel better but just being herself...her personality is so uplifting!!! I really really like the convos we have, she is a special girl, hopefully we can meet up soon, I should make a road trip.
Above all of this...I want to thank God for everything He's done in my life to make me a stronger person...I couldn't have succeeded at anything without Him. I'm eternally grateful, and humble with my mistakes I've made that He has forgiven...Thank you God...:*)
Gosh...I didn't intend this entry to be so thankful but, hey!!! it works!!!! when you feel thankful for something, don't hold it in!!!! just express it to the fullest amount, because it is that special!
But seriously, I am greatly blessed for everyone in my life right now...you all are very important to me, and one day I hope to make it all up to ya'll for the crap I've put you through :)
I'm going to go play Racquetball with John now...Sammy to another ;)
I'll call you later, you know who you are ;)