Clarification
My last post was NOT about changing moods or being swamped with lots of repsonsibility. Its MUCH deeper than that. So when people try to make it just about that it kind of annoys me honestly. I know I put it out there for people andall,just so you all would know what's been going on with me this year,because if you've been around me or talked to me this year,you would notice that I am not the same Audrey as last year and its not about me being stressed,because I was last year too.I don't know how to let others in-I haven't even let myself in. i run like a programmed machine. Its not NORMAL or HEALTHY! Its me seeing that the last time I was actually really happy was when I was 13 yrs old! It is me realizing that I am NOT happy,even when I appear to be happy or say that I am-its jsut empty,just words. Please don't make the mistake of just dimissing this as a mood problem or a organizational thing and if read my journal and got that out of it,you were not actually listening to anything I said.