Down..Up...and Down Again...
Yesterday was hell...our Beach Blast program at the rec was going on..enough said. I was sooo tired. Anyways I have only lost 5 pounds and you can't even tell that I have .....My birthday is in two days and i almost don't even care. I probably won't even do anything special. I'm sorry that I'm in pitty me mode,but this has been a pretty dull summer....and a pretty dull life. Everyone in the 'boro thinks that my life is perfect and that I am perfect and that my family is perfect ....HA! I really do just feel so blah right now.. I mean I can't pinpoint too many momments this summer where i haven't felt shitty or just detatched from it all. Four more weeks...sigh
Audrey
Audrey