(no subject)

Apr 22, 2005 10:49

Well my friend Laurie is here visiting her brother this weekend and so i am going to eat lunch with them and then Nini comes into town...Honestly I am glad that they are here...my waynesboro Peeps. I mean they really know me and what i'm about and they understand me and what i'm trying to say...they know hwat makes me..me. I need that. I have a bout 30 layers to me...my parents know about 22 and Nini knows about 19, Sara knows about 23 and Laurie and my AP group know about 15...All Burke Co. peeps,but thinking about Athens,probbaly the person that knows me best is Chris Stokes and he maybe knows 4 layers...most others don't even come close to that number..its like people seem to be comfortable with our friendships the way it is..they shouldn'tb/c there are not many people here i would consider a FRIEND in the family sense...like I dunno...there's not an ungodly huge bond there...you know like Nini and them...with all her flaws and all..we have real bond...Sara..i haven't spoken toher in so long,but i know i could call her right now and we would talk for hours and nothing will have changed...I could call them any time and anywhere...... It jsut makes me think about thaa T.I. song "You don't know me" its true..you may see me i the streets,we may hang out.....we may exchange hugs,but you don't know me...you may know my name is Audrey,but that's it...you don't know me.... I bet half of the people in my Frat or people who call themselves my firends don't know that I have a half sister and a nephew....or any other things that are a part of my life..why? Never asked.
This pot isn't em being snobby or mean....its jsut truthfull and it doesn't ean I hate people or anything..its just saying..don't get comfortable,cause there's still so much to me that you don't know.
Audrey
Previous post Next post
Up