What shall I drink,bartender...I'll have Hemlock on the rocks please!

[frog85]

I'm so stressed,but it is a muted stress..the whole Phi SIg vs. RHA fiasco and whatnot...it just continues..I hope that next week we vote to change Exec back to sunday which means my Phi Sig/RHA conflict will be drastically minimized. Ate a second dinner with C-SALT tonight...it was nice. My PR group sucks...they just don't think things out right...hopefully Allison and I can straighten things out tomorrow. So much work to do..HELLO..Amicus Breif due Friday for Gender and Law class.. i then have a brief repreive for formal weekend before my world turns into a living nightmare! Summer's almost here....mixed feelings about going back home..excited,but scared and knowingly bored,most of my friends won't be there. Why do i picture Burke CO. as a scene form like an old 1950s civil rights movie...i mean i was never exposed to things that were that bad..really..nothing more than waht i see in Athens..i can't figure it out so i'll blame it on the music and the media...that always seems to work. Well hopefully things will work out fo rhte best and all...i know later on my stress will seem trivial and I will be ahppy..or so I tell myself...ugh I have to do some reading or soemthing and figure out how i'm going to move everything out of my dorm.Another thing tha tbohters me is that Sarah and I have jsut drifted so far away..I mean she used to be my best firend and stillis,but it seems like we are in two different worlds.Its like our new goals and expectations for life are moving us in two entirely different directions..I don't know how much longer we are going to continue to be friends? Is our relationship doommed? How llong until we realize that we've both changed so much until we don't recognize eachohter.Hopefully we will spend more time together this summer and rediscover our friendship...I miss her a lot lately. Well Nini,my ohter best friend is coming next weekend...yay! Also Madeline ,one of my best friends form middle school and i have connected thorugh face book...it makes me glad because we've been through a lot toghether and I am sad our firendship kind of dissapated.....I really need to work on my past relationship with people..it seem like I'm so focused on the future and where I wanna go,I've forgoten the people and values of the past.
Audrey