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I'm never surprised by my ability to consistently fuck up in life. Perhaps I should elaborate. In life, when I am doing well or even when I'm feeling merely satisfactory, I find myself pulling blunder after blunder both in my relationships and in my academic pursuits. For example, I may be feeling good about something anjd try planning somethiing with a colleague. This almost immediately turns sour when the date arrives and I wind up delivering a weak excuse as to why I cannot do the thing that I planned a week or two in advance that day. Additionally, I might go without talking to or seeing one of my "friends" for months at a time even though we may not have scheduling conflicts. The final annoying habit I possess that tends to exacerbate things even further is that when I tend to notice a problem, I tend top leave it be to see if it will work itself out. This accumulation reached a head yesterday when I found I did not pass my Civil Procedure class (If only I had gotten a 90% on the Exam) and the fact that my car's battery decided to give up the ghost. I had noticed problems on Tuesday evening, but as Thursday there were no troubles starting the car, I assumed it had righted itself. Luckily, the battery problem was easily solved by calling triple A, but my plans for that day were demoslished all because I ignored warning signs that something was amiss.