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Feb 11, 2005 22:29


you know.. im really immature... i havent been through half as bad stuff as most of the people i know have... everyone of them is going to be more than prepared for life.. while i am not.... i havent been pampered through life... but i havent had any hardships at all really... i guess why im not just geting over certain things... i guess i just havent subconsiosly come to expect horrible things to happen yet.. sorry for getting on peoples nerves...

i realy dont have anything to compair this to... its honestly the past year has had the best and worst experences of my life...

i think its more just the fact that this is the first really bad thing in my life that makes me feel this bad, but you can explain that away with me just thinking im difforent.. i mean, i cant prove it or anything... but it dosnt matter

eh.. whatever, nothings really changing, i have not much more to say so ill just wait it out.... even though i dont want it to go away... just like when you hate someone or your angry you dont want it to go away you know... meh...

basicly, im just going to keep this to my self from now on, grin and bear it i suppose.. ignore it... whatever you want to call it...

so yeah.. rita.. again, if you read this.. um.. if you dont want me to hang around i wont, other wise, it would be really cool if we could be friends again..(said in a questiony-like way)

erm.. and im just going to avoid you untill you respond to this... um.. safest that way? hehe...heh.. heh..hem... ah well... jeeze im immature...
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