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why cant i trust any one? why do i feel like every thing is one big joke on me? why is it that i feel every time i leave a room, every one laughs at the fact that i dont have a clue?
WHY??? i dont get it... are you guys? is every one just lieing? lol, no, dont tell me... if you say no.. ill feel like i do now... and if you say yes.. ill feel all the worse... this is a HORRIBLE feeling.. i feel like it all the time.. i just shove it to the back of my head... FUCK... i just want to destroy something so bad... but why? i dont know... why?? thats the question isnt it... fuck fuck FUUUCK...
not someone mind you... someTHING...
WHY??? i dont get it... are you guys? is every one just lieing? lol, no, dont tell me... if you say no.. ill feel like i do now... and if you say yes.. ill feel all the worse... this is a HORRIBLE feeling.. i feel like it all the time.. i just shove it to the back of my head... FUCK... i just want to destroy something so bad... but why? i dont know... why?? thats the question isnt it... fuck fuck FUUUCK...
not someone mind you... someTHING...