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i really don't have the words for the way i feel right now.
I go from so fucking sad to extatic in 2.4 seconds.
Colyn really hurt me, but i guess i deserved it.
I dont know when i'll see her again.
Maria fucking scares the hell out of me now, even tho shes happy for me....then again so is colyn and thats not sincere at all.
New hunny....his name is Tim.
He such a sweet heart.
It seems really surreal to me tho.
I can't believe that i have a boyfriend....its been everything im against for the longest time and now ive been sucked into it.
he said it tonight tho....
"im falling for you hardcore baby"
...thats exactly what he said.
i knew exactly what he meant but i refused to believe it.
idk whats wrong with me.
i know its just the voice in my head that doesn't believe i can be happy w/ someone as awesome as him...
...dude, FUCK THAT VOICE!!
peace