May 16, 2007 09:15
i think theres something like 20 more days of school or something.
whatever, its way to long.
im a very impatient person and i don't want to sit here where everyone hates me and i hate them.
i'm begining to think that i would rather be at church than here.
i can't wait to not see these fuckers everyday.
i went to chorus rehersal last night and i was sitting in the front row looking at everybody, waiting for ms. hilton to place me somewhere, and it just hit me how much i hate everybody at this damn school.
peter
jr
linda
brianne
blakey
i hate them all
you know what i mean?
i don't want to see there faces anymore
i haven't been going to SPEAK, i don't give a shit about that anymore
Dropped out of YAC a LONG time ago
Don't think im doing anything for the variety show, just cause i don't want to.
Hell, i don't even want to walk with my class cause i hate them so much.
No one gives me the time of day, and has there head shoved so far up there ass to care or even talk to me....fuck them.
Even the "nice" people that everybody loves, cause there cute, and funny, and "nice"....aka jr, peter, molly b....even them i hate. and they don't deserve anyone giving them there undivided attention, they just get it b/c there cool enough to recieve it.
its all unfair, and its all stupid.
everyone acts think there better than me, and most of the time they are, but i hate just sitting here and letting it happen.
its becoming painful--literally painful.
peter just walked by me and bumped my head---no it wasn't on purpose, but he and everyone else doesnt even give me the respect to turn around and accknowledge me.
i know im not the only one in here that feels this way. im just don't feel like doing anything for them, if they don't do shit for me.
fuck you.