Breaking in half. Violence comsuming me. Making me insane.
ive been in a violent rage. only a couple people have seen it. but for the past week i've been literally doing all i can, expending all my energy not to kill people.
its not even like they have done anything. i just get SOOOO mad, and its really scary how much i do. my mom gave me drugs on sat night to keep me from hurting someone or myself. they helped or w/e but only for a couple of hours.
people are just making me so mad, and im still really mad about the whole callin thing. i dont know if its directed toward him, or the people around the whole situation.
i just want to kick someones ass. i get mad at the stupidest things, and its not PMS. just retarded people making me mad.
i feel like Mr. Furious from mystery men, just less stoopid.
i really WILL kill someone if this goes on for much longer.
damn.
its not even like they have done anything. i just get SOOOO mad, and its really scary how much i do. my mom gave me drugs on sat night to keep me from hurting someone or myself. they helped or w/e but only for a couple of hours.
people are just making me so mad, and im still really mad about the whole callin thing. i dont know if its directed toward him, or the people around the whole situation.
i just want to kick someones ass. i get mad at the stupidest things, and its not PMS. just retarded people making me mad.
i feel like Mr. Furious from mystery men, just less stoopid.
i really WILL kill someone if this goes on for much longer.
damn.