It's Been a Long Time/ Now I'm Coming Back Home
To anyone who is reading this,
It's been a while since I posted on my journal. I don't know--I just became lazy. But I will say this: I'm better mentally and spiritually.
For one, I'm in the process of studing Wicca. The only reason why I became wrapped up in such a religion is because is reminds me so much of the 12 Steps I work everyday. Yes, I'm in a 12 Step program; 3 of them to be exact. Hey, I enjoyed life too much to the point of losing myself, so I had to do something. I'm not as off the wal as I used to and I'm able to put my shitty mood swings in check. Slowly, but surely, my life is coming together. It's not where I want it to be right now, but it's getting there and that's all that matters.
As far as my writing, that's slowly coming together as well. I just have to overcome this fear to work. I'm so used to being lazy that I just sit around and let my creativity wane. Frodo doesn't like that too much, so I have to make my brain get off its ass and churn out a poem or short story. Something.
Well, that's all I have for now. I have to go meditate and get ready to go to an AA meeting not too far from here. So I hope no one forgot about me and what I'm doing here. So until next time...
Good night, good luck and blessed be.