Update and probably my last...
It would seem that if Live Journal had any luster the its lost it some time ago....I dunno it doesnt seem that important anymore...though I would have to say there isnt a whole lot of stuff on the enternet that is "important." But yeah jurries are this tuesday and I think that Im as prepared as I can be Im not nervous or anything so that should go well...work hasnt called and I dont thin that they are going to so sadly that seems to be a lost cause....why does everything have to potentially suck before it seems to get better...I ask you...it scary I will no longer be a teenager in two weeks...I look back on my life and I guess that I have come a long way...I mean I have made it this far so I must be doing something right. Stills its going to be weird leaving the teen years behind, but alas tis only a number...Ben(the other room mate)is leaving and this brings about mixed emotions because without him Derrick and I really have no source of income...Derrick has tried to get a loan but nothing has worked out yet...so Im at my witts end...if he cant get one and we cant win the lottery or something I dont know what he is going to do....but I dont like to think about it I just hope that everything works out like I want it to...but yeah I miss my folks and my friends back in the Ham but I will see them soon perhaps I can see everyone for my b-day and we can all do something I would like that a lot just like old times right guys....right...eh...maybe...we will see...Derrick b-day was this past Friday we spen 3 hours in the cold playing for Perry Florida's Down town Christmas thingy....we made about 30 bucks and thats about it....but it was fun we got free food....I couldnt get him anything cause Im always broke and that made me sad cause I have yet to ever get a boyfriend a b-day gift....I dont know why that bothers me so but it does...I wanted to get him something and I will eventually...Its hard but everyone is trapped inside there own lives and hardly has time for anyone these days....I miss people and thats all that I have to say about that....people are talking in the livingroom and I am alone...its time to do more work and probably say goodbye to LJ....If anyone needs me Ill be in Hampton in about a week or so Im not really sure when Im comming home but Im not going to tear myself away for Derrick until I have to...so yeah there we go...