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HI.
Soo.. I am thinken of moving outa my appartment. I don't want to at all.. BUT With the bill that i need to pay off and school to go to i can't work 2 jobs and go to school. SOOO I dunno what to do. I have to see if I sighned a two year form or not.? But my dad said i can live downstairs from his house wich is basically the same as liven in an appartment just not payen rent. *SHRUG* I WISH i dident have a 1,977.50 Bill i need to pay. BLAHHHHHH.. I dunno we will see what happens....
Soo craig went from Not really showing he liked me (even though i knew he did) To like inviting me down for supper and to watch movies with him and his guy friends. To saying nice things to me.
Yesterday at like around 5 there was a bunch pf people hanging out with craig 2 of wich was girls. one of the girls craig really really really likes/liked. SOO when i got home from going to the store for sam (craigs roomate) I dident want to stay down there cause there was girls down there and i dident want to interupt.. So i headed up stairs and he was like come hang out i was like naw thank you he was like why? I was like i need to do somtine. (wich i dient just excuse) HE then was like call me when you get back.. Welli came back but rich was at my appartment and wanted to see me i havent seen him in awhile soo i visited with him. When rich left i walked him to his car and the girl/girls that where downstairs left at the same time. NOT even 4 mins after they pull outa the drive way i get a TEXT.. **COME DOWN** I was like okay. Soo me and sarah went down. HE was like are you okay. I was like ya why? You just dident want to stay down here earler i was like i had things to do. HE was like you never ever want to hang out whent here is other girls here. why freedom why? I was like we will talk about this later when we are alone cause it was me sarah and craig i just felt like it was between us. (even though i already told sarah how i felt) He was like tell me. I was like okay well I feel like its compertition cause you like that other girl and i feel like i dont' have a chance. HE was like *FREEDOM* I have known that girl for like 8 years if somtine was goin to happen it would of already. Don't feel like that. You come hang out down stairs there is no one i would want down here more. :) I WASSSSSS SOOO LIKE STATIC that he *craig* said this..... SO i like this whole not falling for guys easily. TO wait and let them like you.. IT WORKS.. HE text me this morning. *good morn hun* He cooked me a steak and stuffing last night.. MMMM I helpd with the stuffing but mmmm it was soo good. :) I have left overs and i am soo eating them when i get home..
Right know I am watchen the sis.. She is soo cute and I LOVE HER :)
SOo i am going to talk to sarah about me moven out tonight. *cross fingers* If ben could then why can't I ??? We will see. MWAUH
GOT BOARD
FIRSTS.
First best friend: Melisa
First car: Chevy Berreta
First crush: Ryan
First date: Ryan
First kiss: With ryan when I was like 11.
First screen name: Frodombaby
First self purchased album: None.
First funeral: Next door neighbor
First pets: *Dog* -thunder
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Alan jackson
.LASTS.
Last cigarette: Like half hour ago.
Last car ride: Hour ago
Last kiss: Last night
Last good cry: Can't remmember
Last movie seen: Sin city
Last beverage drank: Lemanade
Last food consumed: Mcdonalds breakfest
Last crush: Craig
Last phone call: Tim
last chirp: -----
last time showered: Uhh an hour ago
Last shoes worn: Phat farm Sneakers
Last cd played: Burn cd,
Last item bought: Syracuse hoodie
Last annoyance: Me wanting to move out.
Last disappointment: Getting a bill that i dident rack up but have to pay.
Last time wanting to die: Never
Last time scolded: UHHH lol.
Last shirt worn: *hoodie*
Last website visited: livejournal
Last phrase you said: Yes
Last song you sang: Days go by.
What color socks are you wearing? White with puppy dogs.
What kind/color underwear are you wearing? White with baby blue pokie dots.
What's under your bed? A few bags
What time did you wake up today? 4:30 am
Where do you want to go? To bed
Where do you live? Jay.
How many kids do you want? 1
What kind of car(s): A BIG DODGE RAM.
Current mood: Waiting
Current music: Country.
Current taste: The metal in my mouth.
Current hair: Blonde and red down.
Current clothes: Jeans and a hoodie
Current annoyance(s): Nothen
Current desktop picture: The ocean
Current book: I hate books
Current color of toenails: Green
Current time: 3:01
Current hate: Matt
Current love: SHHHH ;)
UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? picking sores.
2. Are you double jointed? My thumb and ankle is.
3. Can you roll your tongue? UHHH
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? no
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? Ya.
6. Can you cross your eyes? Ya
7. Tattoos? no
8. Piercings and where? Ears belly button tounge.
9. Do you make your bed daily? Ya
-- LA LA LAND --
What's your sleeping position? My side
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? YES have too.
Do you snore? Breath heavily
Do you sleepwalk? NO
Do you talk in your sleep? ??? Ya. (if i am over tierd)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Somtimes
How about with the light on? No
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? NO