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Aggravated.
Everything seems to be last minute with her.
Its like, she can go out every night, and get drunk with her new boyfriend.
And come home.
Then go straight to bed.
Its like, I'm fucking leaving in 8 days. You can't at least spend a little time with me?
JesusFuckinChrist.
Its ridiculous.
She still hasnt done the insurance thing yet.
If I dont have insurance I cant go.
Its as simple as that.
Shes a nimrod.
And I called CVS to fill my perscriptions, cause I've been huffin and puffin the last few days without my inhaler. And the ladys like, Oh, your insurance doesnt cover that anymore, so you need your gaurdian to call... I was like... GAH, another thing thats not gunna get done.
I havent even started getting ready to pack.
Or anything.
Im so stressed out.
And going out with Alex today helped me get my mind away from things,
but as soon as I walk through the front door its like.. stressed out all over again.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
I need to get out. So bad.
I have no independence at all.
Yet I rely on myself.
Because theirs no one else to rely on.
Whatever.
=(
Everything seems to be last minute with her.
Its like, she can go out every night, and get drunk with her new boyfriend.
And come home.
Then go straight to bed.
Its like, I'm fucking leaving in 8 days. You can't at least spend a little time with me?
JesusFuckinChrist.
Its ridiculous.
She still hasnt done the insurance thing yet.
If I dont have insurance I cant go.
Its as simple as that.
Shes a nimrod.
And I called CVS to fill my perscriptions, cause I've been huffin and puffin the last few days without my inhaler. And the ladys like, Oh, your insurance doesnt cover that anymore, so you need your gaurdian to call... I was like... GAH, another thing thats not gunna get done.
I havent even started getting ready to pack.
Or anything.
Im so stressed out.
And going out with Alex today helped me get my mind away from things,
but as soon as I walk through the front door its like.. stressed out all over again.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
I need to get out. So bad.
I have no independence at all.
Yet I rely on myself.
Because theirs no one else to rely on.
Whatever.
=(