And to add... Edit
I dont wish to forget the people I have injured along the way... most noteably, Tina. who has always been most kind and forgiving to me... Ive been doing my best to make good with her and I know she forgives me, but Im not always sure I deserve it. christy was just a dumb bitch and deserves all she gets and deals herself into.. Jen... well Jen is a story all whithin itself... I just hope things work out for her and she can finally make her way... without screwing someone for their paycheck (sorry Jimmy), lets not forget that I can screw things up, even when I dont live there... Such as Sara from Chicago... I spent 8+ years building something absolutely beautiful with here, and completely destroid it in a single weekend. I mean this girl was fantastic, caring, and loving... and I ruined it. she is truely a girl that deserves to be happy... I know Im not a perfect guy... hell, most women would rather be caught dead than with me... its not to say I dont understand why... but Im learning... too all of you out there, Im sorry...