Happy Christmas
Its amazing I wrote my last entry on Dec. 18. The last thing i said I could use was a guy to make me feel special again. Ok what are the odds that that would actually happen??? Yeah, I met a guy named Marc and he's really nice. He asked me out and we went out Friday night and had a great time. The date lasted til 5 a.m. and we started at 6:30 p.m! Wow! The only snafu to the whole night was Al had asked me to come to PT's Friday to hear him DJ. I promised I would. SO I brought Marc with me not thinking anyting about it. Well, Mike happened to be there and saw my date. Then the texts started. I get the impression he's jealous but I dont see why because he's been "seeing Sarah socially"/dating whatever. Marc is the second guy to ask me out since i got pregnant and Mike and I broke up. And Marc seems really nice. I mean he spent what I would consider a good deal of money on our date, and I feel bad usually when people especially guys pay for me. but he was so excited about our date and he wants to see me again. So, we're getting together tomorrow for lunch and he wants a new tatoo and wants me to help him pick it out. A koi fish? MMK! I'm not exactly sure when he's going back to his hometown, Tuesday maybe... :( I'll admit it was...kinda awkward to ahve someone else kiss me but it wasn't awful by any means. Lots of people asked me "did ya sleep with him?" I'm like dude, its our first date! NO! I think it will be a long while before I'm comfortable enough to have sex with someone else. And I have some qualms about taking on a new partner in the last trimester of my pregnancy. There's also other things on my mind, but I'm just pushing it aside, since its no longer part of my life. I need to be able to go into this relationship with Marc with an open mind and as open a heart as I can get. I spent the last 6 months miserable and I dont plan on ever doing that again. He doens't care I'm pregnant and thats pretty awesome. He thinks its as natural as sex.
Meanwhile, Happy Christmas! I got a new purse and wallet which I really needed, Pleasantville, Scrooge, The Broker, WIcked, a few clothes some maternity, one was just a regular sweatshirt. Great Christmas! Everything seems to finally be looking up and going my way. I'm not the sad little girl I have been. And my son is ok.
Meanwhile, Happy Christmas! I got a new purse and wallet which I really needed, Pleasantville, Scrooge, The Broker, WIcked, a few clothes some maternity, one was just a regular sweatshirt. Great Christmas! Everything seems to finally be looking up and going my way. I'm not the sad little girl I have been. And my son is ok.