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I am completely back to square 1. After Mike and I "supposably" got back together on Sunday and I specifically asked where we "boyfriend/girlfriend" and he's like yeah. So, knowing we're working on getting along and getting to a good point I accept that. I accept that he loves me, wants to move in with me and our baby, everything is starting to look great, the way it was supposed to be. Like an idiot I thought that life was going to be good. WRONG. Last night I find out Mike is taking Emily G and JenB to Mowie's but doesnt even bother to invite me, his "gf". Even after I sent him an email that morning saying how much I wanted to see him last night. Thinking he would want to see me since he hadn't since Sunday...wrong. He apparently would rather hang out with his friends without me. Somebody got to him agian I guess. He says asking me to move in was a mistake and that he shouldn't have said it and that he shouldn't have turned his back on his family. Fuck him. There was another conversation in there but i'm too tired to relive the whole thing. Once again, its over before it begins.