Oct 03, 2005 06:28
List 20 things people don't know about you, and then tag 5 people to do the same!!!
I tag...duhlise, KP, lizzy, my <3er amanda, stew
1. im getting surgery on my jaw
2. i hate celebrating my birthday cause it just means its been another year since my gramma died
3. i wish happy endings could happen to me
4. my parents dont think i'll succeed on my own
5. i look at the clouds and make shapes
6. i sing all the time and sometimes it makes me cry
7. i feel ugly b/c of my jaw
8. i dont think i deserve the best
9. i miss having somebody around that i can tell everything to
10. i feel loved 40% of the time
11. im scared of losing people after highschool
12. im scared that i wont get accepted
13. i have a freckle on my toe
14. sometimes, i still get insecure
15. i trust people way too easily
16. i get attached to people way too quick
17. somehow i always manage to end up getting hurt and i always feel it's my fault and that i deserve it
18. i read plum novels cause (like JAC*E said) i wish i could be her and get away for reality for a few hours
19. i miss the way things used to be....but i dont want to go back....ever
20. i was attacked by a guy a week before school started...thats what the scars on my arm are from
yesterday was.....eventful, to say the least
me n' amanda my wife got DQ
went to stews
i harassed anthony :-D
i love him lol
no but seriously i do
then we went back and watched some of Saw
had a fun ride home
we hate people who DONT ANSWER THEIR PHONES
jerkfaces
when i got home, i had lovely hate mail on my phone :)! Seriously, I didn't think that I was that bad of a person but oh well, I was obviously wrong. I don't even care right now, that's the least of my worries. My jaw has gotten a million times worse and the doctors want me to get surgery to correct it and then get plastic surgery to correct my face when im done. I'm so scared...
the rain woke me up and i couldn't sleep, so that's why im updating at friggen 646 am
doesn't help that i was up all night thinking about shit. :-\
I guess I don't mean as much to you as much as you mean to me...