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I was doing pretty good with this, and then things got hectic. Again. *sigh* There are times when I long for my old, boring, solitary life. But then I smack myself around a bit and realize this is much much better.
Like I said, things have been hectic. Wednesday and Thursday we had a half days. Friday was Prom. Which was good.
For some reason or another I keep thinking that it was just okay, but then I have to force myself to remember that I did, indeed, have fun. A great deal, in fact. I suppose that idea is just very foreign to me, but it was actually good.
The music was sucky, but I told myself to let it go and I pretended like I actually thought Gwen Stefani wasn't bananas, and that I'm down with rap. They played Weezer and AC/DC though, so that made up for it. We didn't start dancing for awhile, and I felt bad about that, but once we did we just kept on going. The only part I didn't like was the fact that everybody was there. And what I mean by that is that there were people there I was uncomfortable having see that side of me. I don't know why, but I tried to ignore that hesitance because of my life goal to live unapologectically. Which is harder than it seems.
We had the BEST table, right by the end of the buffet, so we got to watch everyone as they walked by. I was judgemental; I only slightly hated myself for it. The food wasn't that great. Prior to the actual event everyone raved about it, but I was unimpressed. Mostly because I don't like buffets. I don't like the idea of food sitting out and having it be accessible to everyone. So I stuck to fruit. Plus, they didn't serve anything non-carbonated besides water which kind of sucked.
There was some awkwardness with a certain somebody, but I don't really feel like going into that. I hate that I let it still be awkward.
Afterwards we went to Cheesecake Factory with Emily's group. I sat across the table from some people I only knew slightly and thoroughly creeped them out, I can tell. Sometimes I'm just a little overly odd, I know. Maybe they thought it was endearing though, who knows. I mashed up my uneaten cheesecake and insisted that it was a marketable product when everyone thought it looked just so gross. They'll all feel bad at our 10 year reunion when I'm a millionaire because of Mashed Cheesecake.
Then we went to Julianne's. There was a minor traffic incident along the way. Six of us crammed into her bed, and then another "made an appearance", but sat on the floor. We watched Cruel Intentions, and afterwards Julianne and I played a lengthy game of Would You Still BE My Friend If...? ARound 5 or 6 I feel asleep and then was awake at 7 to go to work.
The morning started off tough. I was dropping stuff everywhere because my normally subpar motor skills were further ruined due to exhaustion. At one point I literally fell asleep at the desk. Kira was my hero and got Jill to work for me at 12 so I got to go home.
I slept. Sat around. Was bored because I'm completely incapable of entertaining myself. Then Jill and I went to Fridays with Emily, Steve, Spencer and some girl named Laurie (I think. I'm pretty sure). It was awkward. WE had already eaten so we left after about 20 minutes.
Today Emily and I watched Brokeback Mountain and The Mexican. Brokeback was pretty slow, and The Mexican was good. As always. And I was very happy Emily liked it. Because it's one of my favorites and a lot of people don't.
So here I am.
I actually don't have to go to school tomorrow. Woo hoo. Yay for parents accepting senior ditch day. Not that I'm doing anything extravegent.
Today I slept until 1pm. I was a little shocked with myself.
When did LJ add the "current location" section? I'm at my computer. Obviously.
Like I said, things have been hectic. Wednesday and Thursday we had a half days. Friday was Prom. Which was good.
For some reason or another I keep thinking that it was just okay, but then I have to force myself to remember that I did, indeed, have fun. A great deal, in fact. I suppose that idea is just very foreign to me, but it was actually good.
The music was sucky, but I told myself to let it go and I pretended like I actually thought Gwen Stefani wasn't bananas, and that I'm down with rap. They played Weezer and AC/DC though, so that made up for it. We didn't start dancing for awhile, and I felt bad about that, but once we did we just kept on going. The only part I didn't like was the fact that everybody was there. And what I mean by that is that there were people there I was uncomfortable having see that side of me. I don't know why, but I tried to ignore that hesitance because of my life goal to live unapologectically. Which is harder than it seems.
We had the BEST table, right by the end of the buffet, so we got to watch everyone as they walked by. I was judgemental; I only slightly hated myself for it. The food wasn't that great. Prior to the actual event everyone raved about it, but I was unimpressed. Mostly because I don't like buffets. I don't like the idea of food sitting out and having it be accessible to everyone. So I stuck to fruit. Plus, they didn't serve anything non-carbonated besides water which kind of sucked.
There was some awkwardness with a certain somebody, but I don't really feel like going into that. I hate that I let it still be awkward.
Afterwards we went to Cheesecake Factory with Emily's group. I sat across the table from some people I only knew slightly and thoroughly creeped them out, I can tell. Sometimes I'm just a little overly odd, I know. Maybe they thought it was endearing though, who knows. I mashed up my uneaten cheesecake and insisted that it was a marketable product when everyone thought it looked just so gross. They'll all feel bad at our 10 year reunion when I'm a millionaire because of Mashed Cheesecake.
Then we went to Julianne's. There was a minor traffic incident along the way. Six of us crammed into her bed, and then another "made an appearance", but sat on the floor. We watched Cruel Intentions, and afterwards Julianne and I played a lengthy game of Would You Still BE My Friend If...? ARound 5 or 6 I feel asleep and then was awake at 7 to go to work.
The morning started off tough. I was dropping stuff everywhere because my normally subpar motor skills were further ruined due to exhaustion. At one point I literally fell asleep at the desk. Kira was my hero and got Jill to work for me at 12 so I got to go home.
I slept. Sat around. Was bored because I'm completely incapable of entertaining myself. Then Jill and I went to Fridays with Emily, Steve, Spencer and some girl named Laurie (I think. I'm pretty sure). It was awkward. WE had already eaten so we left after about 20 minutes.
Today Emily and I watched Brokeback Mountain and The Mexican. Brokeback was pretty slow, and The Mexican was good. As always. And I was very happy Emily liked it. Because it's one of my favorites and a lot of people don't.
So here I am.
I actually don't have to go to school tomorrow. Woo hoo. Yay for parents accepting senior ditch day. Not that I'm doing anything extravegent.
Today I slept until 1pm. I was a little shocked with myself.
When did LJ add the "current location" section? I'm at my computer. Obviously.