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This is what I was going to say:
Sometimes, I get too happy, and have too much fun and consequently ruin my carefully crafted blase facade. I say dumb things that feel funny at the time, but are really obnoxious in the way that only happy people can be, and end up regretting them when I come back down. But I've realized this is silly. I should be okay with being happy. Instead of trying to stop being an asshole (which was a truly laughable life goal for me), I am now going to trying to live my life unabashedly and unapologetically.
Sometimes, I get too happy, and have too much fun and consequently ruin my carefully crafted blase facade. I say dumb things that feel funny at the time, but are really obnoxious in the way that only happy people can be, and end up regretting them when I come back down. But I've realized this is silly. I should be okay with being happy. Instead of trying to stop being an asshole (which was a truly laughable life goal for me), I am now going to trying to live my life unabashedly and unapologetically.