May 05, 2005 06:49
well, damn this sucks
i don't know what to do
i feel like horrible, i shouldn't but i do
i didn't do anything, i really don't deserve this but...
i feel so bad 'cause i think there's a chance this'll end
not on my part, but on hers.
i had a dream last night that
we where at school and right when i got up to her she said "she loved someone else and that she no longer wanted to go out with me but to go out with this other person."
omg after that dream i felt really bad
i know i'm not gonna break it off but i'm afraid she will
but i do still love her
i do still love you Lauren