im addicted to limewire
An update I suppose. I'm thinking, random things. I'm ready to have a career. I'm ready to be done with school. I almost feel like I am done with school and this semester is full of cock teases of the real world. All these field trips and professional people coming in for Senior Sem. I'm kinda sad to leave this apartment, but a lot of it is barely used, kind of a waste of money. We have all never been in the main room at one time in almost the year we've been here. We all keep to ourselves, which I mean is fine since we are all very different. I need to stop buying salami with pepper on the edges. I've become very good friends with Sarah which is really weird because I remember when she was in my Food Service class and she had her dinner and was being all spazzy making sure everything was all perfect and I remember saying "geez woman chill out with the OCD" and now its like, its that OCD that will make her an amazing manager and its rubbed off on me and brought out my own OCDness, but its a good OCD. Its not the OCD where you wash your hands 800 times because you're a germaphobe. And although we went to Italy together, we didnt really travel together, and we didn't even see eachother that much in Italy!! It was a couple crazy nights and discovering that we actually have some important things in common that has made us great friends.
Things with my mom havent changed. Being here, away from home, I thought I would be really nice to her, and everyone I think, because I had space from them. But its the conversation that is probably to blame. Even though I told her that when she calls me and has nothing to say and I seem to not really be able to talk its because I'm in the middle of something. I dont do that thing where you call someone just to call someone even though you have absolutely nothing to say. Its a waste of precious time. Time I will never get back. I'm really happy with my BAC membership. I'm glad I just get over the fear of going to a class and just go. All the classes are diverse anyways. No ones really judging, or at least I believe they arent. They are there for their own personal benefit. I still hate Megan. She is lame and I won't miss her. I'm excited to shop at Ikea for things for my apartment. But that isnt for like 8 months. AHAH. Hey thats like next January. Long time from now!! I hope the world doesn't end. I love my lime green luggage. I hope I pass this drug test tomorrow. I should. I can't imagine pot from a long long time ago still being in my system. I aint no dope head. I bought crest white strips like 3 weeks ago and havent used them. I put nude stocking socks in the sink in the bathroom with some laundry soap to wash them and sabrina went in there and she thought someone shit in the sink. And I just made that story an away message. Thanks for Juicy, Kristen.
Things with my mom havent changed. Being here, away from home, I thought I would be really nice to her, and everyone I think, because I had space from them. But its the conversation that is probably to blame. Even though I told her that when she calls me and has nothing to say and I seem to not really be able to talk its because I'm in the middle of something. I dont do that thing where you call someone just to call someone even though you have absolutely nothing to say. Its a waste of precious time. Time I will never get back. I'm really happy with my BAC membership. I'm glad I just get over the fear of going to a class and just go. All the classes are diverse anyways. No ones really judging, or at least I believe they arent. They are there for their own personal benefit. I still hate Megan. She is lame and I won't miss her. I'm excited to shop at Ikea for things for my apartment. But that isnt for like 8 months. AHAH. Hey thats like next January. Long time from now!! I hope the world doesn't end. I love my lime green luggage. I hope I pass this drug test tomorrow. I should. I can't imagine pot from a long long time ago still being in my system. I aint no dope head. I bought crest white strips like 3 weeks ago and havent used them. I put nude stocking socks in the sink in the bathroom with some laundry soap to wash them and sabrina went in there and she thought someone shit in the sink. And I just made that story an away message. Thanks for Juicy, Kristen.