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I know it's been a really long time since I last wrote anything meaningful in here. I guess a lot has to do with it being a really busy time in my life. Another having to do with the fact that I'm constantly out and about doing something. 2005. What a really amazing year it's been. I've discovered so much and have done so much. When I think back to what was happening at this time last year.. we were only throwing around the idea we would possibly be touring with Ashlee Simpson. I can't believe that I was just starting to get ready to leave for tour at this time last year - if that makes any sense. It's just that everything happened so fast. The tour took 4 months - then I got back to adjusting to a new life at home, which suddenly changed again - to going back to school full time while working full time - to now.. which is starting over a brand new year.
I'm guilty of always talking about what the future might be like.. or what I want it to be like. But I know that the first four months are going to consist of a full load of classes, work, and lacrosse. After that .. it's really up in the air. And I mean that. I have absolutely no idea what I will be doing by the end of May. All I know is that my lease is up for this place I'm living in Conshohocken, and that I'm going to be a college graduate. And from there I will start an adventure. As scary as it is - its all so very exciting and I can't explain how satisfying it is to have this all happen. I know I've told a few people this, including my boss, Brad - but that I'm the happiest I've ever been. I'm pretty sure that it has to do with really being happy with who I am. I learned a lot about myself and just feel more secure. I learned how to take a step back and chill out when things get really bad or with just the little daily stresses in life. It's really made all the difference.
Tomorrow I fly to Chicago. I will be seeing friends and rocking Local H on New Years Eve. A pretty rockin New Year's if you ask me. It'll be my little way of celebrating a great finish to 2005 and a happy welcome to 2006. Let's hope I can keep this optimistic throughout the rough times that I know are headed this way. :)
I'm guilty of always talking about what the future might be like.. or what I want it to be like. But I know that the first four months are going to consist of a full load of classes, work, and lacrosse. After that .. it's really up in the air. And I mean that. I have absolutely no idea what I will be doing by the end of May. All I know is that my lease is up for this place I'm living in Conshohocken, and that I'm going to be a college graduate. And from there I will start an adventure. As scary as it is - its all so very exciting and I can't explain how satisfying it is to have this all happen. I know I've told a few people this, including my boss, Brad - but that I'm the happiest I've ever been. I'm pretty sure that it has to do with really being happy with who I am. I learned a lot about myself and just feel more secure. I learned how to take a step back and chill out when things get really bad or with just the little daily stresses in life. It's really made all the difference.
Tomorrow I fly to Chicago. I will be seeing friends and rocking Local H on New Years Eve. A pretty rockin New Year's if you ask me. It'll be my little way of celebrating a great finish to 2005 and a happy welcome to 2006. Let's hope I can keep this optimistic throughout the rough times that I know are headed this way. :)