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I'm updating from Chicago. I have a lot to say, and not a whole lot of it has to do with my trip. Just being away for a few days I would have just hoped some things would change. Like the anxiety attacks and depression that I've had for the past two weeks. Although I can't root every problem with some type of solution, realistic or not.. I can root a lot of them. I had a good talk with Jonny on the phone tonight. We've been arguing more recently and everytime we resolve things we agree to make an effort to improve things and not be so stubborn with each other. It's just not working.. we end up at it again. Tonight after a long discussion (and I'm sure some of the time away has helped.) we're really going to talk on Sunday when I get back and do things differently. I also believe that we may take each other forgranted now that we live together. Relationships are a working process, and you can't get lazy with things or else it ends up stale, sorta how it's turning. I'm confident that it's going to turn out a-ok.
Other things that have been on my mind deal with work and the future of things. Plus being in Chicago makes me want to be here. I know I can't just up and move here though. I can't take a step back with work. I feel as if things are going great at the office and I think that if I stick it thru it might turn into something quite big. It's a risk, sure.. but staying there a while longer can't hurt any either... cept I really could use health insurance and a little more cash.. but yeah, I feel by sticking it out longer that also can only help my resume and experience. Plus there are two new clients that I really like, a lot. Especially the one fronted by a woman. I think they could be really fun to work with and could build up pretty big.
Alrighty. Thats it. Thanks for listening.
Other things that have been on my mind deal with work and the future of things. Plus being in Chicago makes me want to be here. I know I can't just up and move here though. I can't take a step back with work. I feel as if things are going great at the office and I think that if I stick it thru it might turn into something quite big. It's a risk, sure.. but staying there a while longer can't hurt any either... cept I really could use health insurance and a little more cash.. but yeah, I feel by sticking it out longer that also can only help my resume and experience. Plus there are two new clients that I really like, a lot. Especially the one fronted by a woman. I think they could be really fun to work with and could build up pretty big.
Alrighty. Thats it. Thanks for listening.