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mk so...
im pretteh much about to just give up on almost everyone...
two of my closest friends have left be because im not 'gay enough'
im like.. well its good to know who youre true friends are. Which was at first a good sign of who my friends really are, but now even my straight friends are either like, you're with cam to much, or you're in corydon too much, Im so fucking pissed, like.. im sorry that im the only one with a steady relationship right now, and im sorry that me being even the slight bit happy makes you suffer, but you need to deal with that on your own...
i sound like a bitch there i know, seriously, no offence to them, but right now none of my friends have boyfriends, and most of them have never really had a serious boyfriend, idk if its because i have one, and they're jealous, or if they're fake getting mad because they have some pathetic brain wave in their heads saying that they need to be mad at me because im bi, therefore i like all, and they're mad because ive taken a good guy.. idk.. but its bugging me to shit..
and my best friend had some crazy ass notion to get in my face the other day, becuase, naturally im a flirt, i was meeting her friends, and one of them i guess liked me, and gave me her myspace and number, woop-de-doo bazzled. that happens all the time.. i dont mean to glote or anything, but its true, i get numbers, from both sexes, all the time, most of the time i dont call back, and if i do its on a friendship status.. but anywho.. she got all pissed at me and was like. you have a boyfriend, why dont you act like it.. then two hours later she's complaining that cam and i are attached at the hip.. im like.. GEEZ!!! what the hell do you want me to do.. sit back and watch you not get anything.. and me be mizerable.. look im sorry that people like me.. im sorry that you are to self-sheltered to get out and try to meet new people.. whatever.. thats not my fucking falt.. seriously.. its pissing me off.
and i just got back from corydon, and now my my friend is all like.. geez.. who did you fuck this time?? seriously.. if we were face to face i wouldve slapped her.. the only reason i went to corydon was to get away from all the shit happening here.. gah.. i feel like screaming in a microphone 'fuck off' to everyone that is literally driving me insane..
and i know that this post is basically me ranting.. and im sorry for that... but i really needed to get that off my chest...
im pretteh much about to just give up on almost everyone...
two of my closest friends have left be because im not 'gay enough'
im like.. well its good to know who youre true friends are. Which was at first a good sign of who my friends really are, but now even my straight friends are either like, you're with cam to much, or you're in corydon too much, Im so fucking pissed, like.. im sorry that im the only one with a steady relationship right now, and im sorry that me being even the slight bit happy makes you suffer, but you need to deal with that on your own...
i sound like a bitch there i know, seriously, no offence to them, but right now none of my friends have boyfriends, and most of them have never really had a serious boyfriend, idk if its because i have one, and they're jealous, or if they're fake getting mad because they have some pathetic brain wave in their heads saying that they need to be mad at me because im bi, therefore i like all, and they're mad because ive taken a good guy.. idk.. but its bugging me to shit..
and my best friend had some crazy ass notion to get in my face the other day, becuase, naturally im a flirt, i was meeting her friends, and one of them i guess liked me, and gave me her myspace and number, woop-de-doo bazzled. that happens all the time.. i dont mean to glote or anything, but its true, i get numbers, from both sexes, all the time, most of the time i dont call back, and if i do its on a friendship status.. but anywho.. she got all pissed at me and was like. you have a boyfriend, why dont you act like it.. then two hours later she's complaining that cam and i are attached at the hip.. im like.. GEEZ!!! what the hell do you want me to do.. sit back and watch you not get anything.. and me be mizerable.. look im sorry that people like me.. im sorry that you are to self-sheltered to get out and try to meet new people.. whatever.. thats not my fucking falt.. seriously.. its pissing me off.
and i just got back from corydon, and now my my friend is all like.. geez.. who did you fuck this time?? seriously.. if we were face to face i wouldve slapped her.. the only reason i went to corydon was to get away from all the shit happening here.. gah.. i feel like screaming in a microphone 'fuck off' to everyone that is literally driving me insane..
and i know that this post is basically me ranting.. and im sorry for that... but i really needed to get that off my chest...