Boys and rants and things
There's this guy that sits beside me at work and I don't really like him. I find him to be a little creepy. I think I've mentioned him in another post - he would stare at me when I started doing something. Well he randomly talks to me too which is annoying. He asked me today about the agent check in report and I was like "Oh it's not working" and then he asked me what he was supposed to do so I said "What you normally do" but he didn't know if he had a preshift or not. Well, what am I? Your supervisor? I don't know. So I told him to go ask a sup. He did and then he came back and told me that the sup found out whether or not he had a preshift. Great. I don't care. Why do I care about this? I really don't. And I don't because 1) I think you're creepy and 2) I don't care if I have a preshift, why would I care if you do? Guh. I must give off some sort of vibe for creepy people to talk to me. *shudder*
It's almost lunch time so I'll go for my walk around the mall. I'm not going to buy any food because I had a sandwich this morning before I went to work and had a hot chocolate and bagels on my break. And since I'm going to a movie this afternoon, I'll save up my hunger for then and get popcorn again. :D
I had a rather odd dream last night. I told vanilla_pixie and daiquiri1971 about it already so you two will just have to skip this part. :P
I was in university again and I was in like this house. I guess it was the house where I lived. I was gathering up my laundry in my room. Ted (one of the wrap guys) was laying on the bed and Nick (the other wrap guy, the one I really like) was sitting on the floor against the bed or on the bed or something. I was majorly flirting with Nick - like way more obvious than what I've done up to now - and Ted was laying there laughing. He was trying to hide it and Nick didn't really catch on but I saw him. So then for whatever reason, I guess my charm XD, Nick decided he would go out with me. He walked me to my class which was in a building at the top of a set of stairs (outside - the stairs were outside, not the class). When we got to the stairs he stopped and told me that he wasn't going to see me anymore. I asked why and he said it was because I said that he could have sex with all my friends. [I told that to a couple of girls here at work and the one said "Are you sure that wasn't his dream?" HAHAHAHA] I was shocked and appalled! I was like "I never said that!" and then he quoted me. I don't know what I said exactly but it was very obviously a joking comment and that's what I said "I was just joking around!" but he wouldn't hear of it and he turned away. I walked back up the stairs partway and then turned around and ran back to him to try to get him to change his mind but he wouldn't. So I walked back up the stairs and at the top of the stairs I was trying to unlock the door with a set of keys that looked like my apartment keys (IRL). I looked down and he was still at the bottom of the stairs watching me - not in a creepy way, kind of in a sad way or whatever.
And that was my dream. What the heck does it mean? I really don't understand because I NEVER dream about the guys I'm interested in or even dating. My one ex, we were together for 3 years and I never had a dream about him. NEVER. So what's going on??
I also found myself thinking today, that I sort of hope that Ted has a girlfriend too. What a dumb thing to think eh? But I know why I was thinking that and ... well... I can't really argue with myself. If he has a girlfriend then I won't get rejected and hurt. It wouldn't be *me* that caused it to not happen. That makes sense in my head but I'm having a hard time getting out here. If he has a girlfriend then I wouldn't have to hear "I'm not interested in you in that way". Yeah. That's what I mean. This is another reason why I haven't said anything. I want to... boy do I want to... but I haven't and I don't know that I will. I know it's such a stupid way to live life but that's what I'm doing. Blah.
Chad finally called me though. So that was nice. I was out and he left a message. I called him back but he was out. I didn't feel like calling his cellphone so I didn't. But it was nice to hear from him. And I'm supposed to go to the movies today with my friend Derek. He better call me back. Although if he doesn't I'll just call him on my last break. We're supposed to go see Wedding Crashers. It's playing up at the cheap theater. :D
When I went up there yesterday to see Madagascar there was a preview for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and it made me want to go see it so I may do that tomorrow or maybe Friday after work. It's kinda fun to go to a movie after work. :D Ooh The 40 Year-Old Virgin is listed under Coming Soon. I am so going to see that when it comes out.
I'm thinking about buying Anchorman. What do you guys think? I love Will Farrell, I think he's hilarious and there are other people in that movie that I love as well. I haven't seen it but I've heard it's great. Thoughts?
I guess I better go for now. If you don't have my icon journal friended, why not? I'm taking requests and I just posted 26 alphabet CSI icons!!! frit_icons!!!
It's almost lunch time so I'll go for my walk around the mall. I'm not going to buy any food because I had a sandwich this morning before I went to work and had a hot chocolate and bagels on my break. And since I'm going to a movie this afternoon, I'll save up my hunger for then and get popcorn again. :D
I had a rather odd dream last night. I told vanilla_pixie and daiquiri1971 about it already so you two will just have to skip this part. :P
I was in university again and I was in like this house. I guess it was the house where I lived. I was gathering up my laundry in my room. Ted (one of the wrap guys) was laying on the bed and Nick (the other wrap guy, the one I really like) was sitting on the floor against the bed or on the bed or something. I was majorly flirting with Nick - like way more obvious than what I've done up to now - and Ted was laying there laughing. He was trying to hide it and Nick didn't really catch on but I saw him. So then for whatever reason, I guess my charm XD, Nick decided he would go out with me. He walked me to my class which was in a building at the top of a set of stairs (outside - the stairs were outside, not the class). When we got to the stairs he stopped and told me that he wasn't going to see me anymore. I asked why and he said it was because I said that he could have sex with all my friends. [I told that to a couple of girls here at work and the one said "Are you sure that wasn't his dream?" HAHAHAHA] I was shocked and appalled! I was like "I never said that!" and then he quoted me. I don't know what I said exactly but it was very obviously a joking comment and that's what I said "I was just joking around!" but he wouldn't hear of it and he turned away. I walked back up the stairs partway and then turned around and ran back to him to try to get him to change his mind but he wouldn't. So I walked back up the stairs and at the top of the stairs I was trying to unlock the door with a set of keys that looked like my apartment keys (IRL). I looked down and he was still at the bottom of the stairs watching me - not in a creepy way, kind of in a sad way or whatever.
And that was my dream. What the heck does it mean? I really don't understand because I NEVER dream about the guys I'm interested in or even dating. My one ex, we were together for 3 years and I never had a dream about him. NEVER. So what's going on??
I also found myself thinking today, that I sort of hope that Ted has a girlfriend too. What a dumb thing to think eh? But I know why I was thinking that and ... well... I can't really argue with myself. If he has a girlfriend then I won't get rejected and hurt. It wouldn't be *me* that caused it to not happen. That makes sense in my head but I'm having a hard time getting out here. If he has a girlfriend then I wouldn't have to hear "I'm not interested in you in that way". Yeah. That's what I mean. This is another reason why I haven't said anything. I want to... boy do I want to... but I haven't and I don't know that I will. I know it's such a stupid way to live life but that's what I'm doing. Blah.
Chad finally called me though. So that was nice. I was out and he left a message. I called him back but he was out. I didn't feel like calling his cellphone so I didn't. But it was nice to hear from him. And I'm supposed to go to the movies today with my friend Derek. He better call me back. Although if he doesn't I'll just call him on my last break. We're supposed to go see Wedding Crashers. It's playing up at the cheap theater. :D
When I went up there yesterday to see Madagascar there was a preview for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and it made me want to go see it so I may do that tomorrow or maybe Friday after work. It's kinda fun to go to a movie after work. :D Ooh The 40 Year-Old Virgin is listed under Coming Soon. I am so going to see that when it comes out.
I'm thinking about buying Anchorman. What do you guys think? I love Will Farrell, I think he's hilarious and there are other people in that movie that I love as well. I haven't seen it but I've heard it's great. Thoughts?
I guess I better go for now. If you don't have my icon journal friended, why not? I'm taking requests and I just posted 26 alphabet CSI icons!!! frit_icons!!!