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yea so im trying to test out this cut thing cuz i have never done it before. and im gonna up date a little. im really tired of having to be worried about everything. and everyone. and i just wanna be able to relax and not have to deal wiht any of this shit anymore i wanna just be a fucking teenager who can have fun and be fucking spoiled like everyone else i knwo. i want to be able to be naieve. i would rather have people get mad at me cuz my parents bought me a car (even if its crappy), or a computer, or cuz i dont have to pay for too much of my college education, i dont want to have to worry about having to go to college cuz i have no one willing to cosign a loan for me. i shouldnt have to ask to have every thing waived cuz i dont have money to pay for it. i shouldnt be the one paying my rent instead of my mother cuz she sucks at life. i shoudlnt have to go with out cuz mydad is to busy supporting his whore instead of his three fucking children. its not fair tha ti have to sit here and whatch everyone else wiht their normal fucking families and lives and cars and pets with 1.6 children. i want to be able to update my journal with things like o i think i did good on my test today instead of i have to find a way to come up with 1134 dollars a month cuz my mther doesnt. i want to just be able to be normal. i want a normal fucking life.
[ Current Clothes ] ducky pants, chilly willy shirt
[ Current Mood ] bored
[ Current Music ] this shit is banana B-A-N-A-N-A-S
[ Current Taste ] cupcake
[ Current Hair ] pony tail
[ Current Annoyance ] money
[ Current CD in CD Player] brand new
[ Current DVD in player ] lotr II
[ Current Worry ] nothing
LAST PERSON...
[ You Talked to ] lorraine
[ You Hugged ] kevin
[ You Instant messaged ] nina
[ You Yelled At ] jj
FAVORITE...
[ Candy ] starbursts, skittles, mentos, chocolate
[ Show ] house, oc, family guy
[ Movie ] dangerous minds, how to lose a guy in 10 days, ms congeniality, anchorman
[ Dance] matt nelson patented ska dance
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] not when it come to other girls and matt (biotch)
[ Open-minded ] are you suggesting something?
[ Interesting ] do you knwo me at all lol
[ Random ] i would call it more like a little behind
[ Hungry ] no i had a cup cake
[ Friendly ] sure why not
[ Smart ] im going to nyu
[ Moody ] depends on the time of hte month
[ Childish ] yea sometimes
[ Hard working ] i should really get payed more
[ Organized ] i scoff at that
[ Healthy ] taco bell has all of the food groups
[ Emotionally Stable ] i would have to be to deal with my family
[ Shy ] i say again do you knwo me at all
[ Difficult ] you wanna make something out of it?
[ Bored Easily ] no i just fall asleep
[ Messy ] (see [organized])^^^
[ Thirsty ] mmmm...
[ Responsible ] lets jsut say this.. im in charge of the bills
[ Obsessed ] no
[ Angry ] lets say bitter
[ Sad ] morose is better
[ Happy ] with mattchu
[ Hyper ] not today
[ Trusting ] only to a few
[ Talkative ] haha
HAVE YOU EVER..
[ Been in love] yea
[ Cried when someone died ] yea
[ Lied ] of course not ::says with fingers crossed behind back::
WHICH IS BETTER..
[ Coke or pepsi ] coke
[ Flowers or candy] candy and flowers
[ Tall or short ] tall
WITH THE (OPPOSITE) SEX..
[what do you notice first?] eyes, smile
[last person you slow danced with?] mattnelson
[worst question to ask] doyou think she is prettier than me?
[makes you laugh the most?] matt nelson in general
DO YOU EVER..
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to IM you?] no i have an alert
[save aol/aim conversations] you can do that?
[cry because of what someone said?] yea
Yes Or No:
x. Do you keep a diary: i have an lj but i kinda stopped updating cuz i only write bad stuff
x. Do you like to cook: every day
x. Do you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: if i do im not gonna tellyou
x. Do you believe in love: yes
Do You...?
Have any crushes: matt nelson
Want to get married: in st patricks cathedral
Get motion Sickness: yea
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: have you met my parents?
Sign: aries
Natural hair color: light brown
Current color: lighter brown/blondish
Natural eye color: green
Birthplace: queens ny
( FAVOURITES )
Numbers: 47.5
Color: green, blue, orange
Day: friday and saturday
Month: march, july
Season: late spring/early summer
( PREFERENCS )
Cuddle or make out? both
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? depends on if its hot or cold out
Vanilla or chocolate? strawberry
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... )
Cried? no
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? taco bell
Gotten sick? yea
Gone out for dinner? no
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? nope
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? yea
Had a serious talk? not really
Missed someone? all the time
Hugged someone? <3 matt nelson
Fought with your parents? again, have you met my parents
Fought with a friend? not really
Name 5 bands/singers you have been listening to lately:
1. dashboard
2. something corporate
3. brand new
4. wicked (not a band)
5. jewel
Would You Ever~
1. Eat a bug? AHHHHH!
2. Bungee jump? yea
3. Kill someone? i hope not
4. Kiss someone of the same sex? on the cheek
5. Have sex with someone of the same sex? that would involve some very nasty thing
6. Parachute from a plane? sure
7. Be a vegetarian? i like meat
8. Wear plaid with stripes? ha
9. IM a stranger? yep
10. Sing karaoke? yea sure
11. Kiss a stranger? no
12. Star in a porn video? matt would like me to say yes
13. Dye your hair? yea
14. Be on Survivor? me and bugs do not mix
15. Wear makeup in public? yea
16. Make someone cry? purposely?
17. Call your math teacher a futhermucker? nope
18. Kick a baby? yea
19. Date someone more than ten years older than you? ewwww
20. Cuss out a priest? and go to hell?
21. Take a job as a janitor? they make better money than i do
22. Stay up all through the night? i like sleep
23. Drink straight espresso? yikes
fuckyou
[ Current Clothes ] ducky pants, chilly willy shirt
[ Current Mood ] bored
[ Current Music ] this shit is banana B-A-N-A-N-A-S
[ Current Taste ] cupcake
[ Current Hair ] pony tail
[ Current Annoyance ] money
[ Current CD in CD Player] brand new
[ Current DVD in player ] lotr II
[ Current Worry ] nothing
LAST PERSON...
[ You Talked to ] lorraine
[ You Hugged ] kevin
[ You Instant messaged ] nina
[ You Yelled At ] jj
FAVORITE...
[ Candy ] starbursts, skittles, mentos, chocolate
[ Show ] house, oc, family guy
[ Movie ] dangerous minds, how to lose a guy in 10 days, ms congeniality, anchorman
[ Dance] matt nelson patented ska dance
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] not when it come to other girls and matt (biotch)
[ Open-minded ] are you suggesting something?
[ Interesting ] do you knwo me at all lol
[ Random ] i would call it more like a little behind
[ Hungry ] no i had a cup cake
[ Friendly ] sure why not
[ Smart ] im going to nyu
[ Moody ] depends on the time of hte month
[ Childish ] yea sometimes
[ Hard working ] i should really get payed more
[ Organized ] i scoff at that
[ Healthy ] taco bell has all of the food groups
[ Emotionally Stable ] i would have to be to deal with my family
[ Shy ] i say again do you knwo me at all
[ Difficult ] you wanna make something out of it?
[ Bored Easily ] no i just fall asleep
[ Messy ] (see [organized])^^^
[ Thirsty ] mmmm...
[ Responsible ] lets jsut say this.. im in charge of the bills
[ Obsessed ] no
[ Angry ] lets say bitter
[ Sad ] morose is better
[ Happy ] with mattchu
[ Hyper ] not today
[ Trusting ] only to a few
[ Talkative ] haha
HAVE YOU EVER..
[ Been in love] yea
[ Cried when someone died ] yea
[ Lied ] of course not ::says with fingers crossed behind back::
WHICH IS BETTER..
[ Coke or pepsi ] coke
[ Flowers or candy] candy and flowers
[ Tall or short ] tall
WITH THE (OPPOSITE) SEX..
[what do you notice first?] eyes, smile
[last person you slow danced with?] mattnelson
[worst question to ask] doyou think she is prettier than me?
[makes you laugh the most?] matt nelson in general
DO YOU EVER..
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to IM you?] no i have an alert
[save aol/aim conversations] you can do that?
[cry because of what someone said?] yea
Yes Or No:
x. Do you keep a diary: i have an lj but i kinda stopped updating cuz i only write bad stuff
x. Do you like to cook: every day
x. Do you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: if i do im not gonna tellyou
x. Do you believe in love: yes
Do You...?
Have any crushes: matt nelson
Want to get married: in st patricks cathedral
Get motion Sickness: yea
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: have you met my parents?
Sign: aries
Natural hair color: light brown
Current color: lighter brown/blondish
Natural eye color: green
Birthplace: queens ny
( FAVOURITES )
Numbers: 47.5
Color: green, blue, orange
Day: friday and saturday
Month: march, july
Season: late spring/early summer
( PREFERENCS )
Cuddle or make out? both
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? depends on if its hot or cold out
Vanilla or chocolate? strawberry
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... )
Cried? no
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? taco bell
Gotten sick? yea
Gone out for dinner? no
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? nope
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? yea
Had a serious talk? not really
Missed someone? all the time
Hugged someone? <3 matt nelson
Fought with your parents? again, have you met my parents
Fought with a friend? not really
Name 5 bands/singers you have been listening to lately:
1. dashboard
2. something corporate
3. brand new
4. wicked (not a band)
5. jewel
Would You Ever~
1. Eat a bug? AHHHHH!
2. Bungee jump? yea
3. Kill someone? i hope not
4. Kiss someone of the same sex? on the cheek
5. Have sex with someone of the same sex? that would involve some very nasty thing
6. Parachute from a plane? sure
7. Be a vegetarian? i like meat
8. Wear plaid with stripes? ha
9. IM a stranger? yep
10. Sing karaoke? yea sure
11. Kiss a stranger? no
12. Star in a porn video? matt would like me to say yes
13. Dye your hair? yea
14. Be on Survivor? me and bugs do not mix
15. Wear makeup in public? yea
16. Make someone cry? purposely?
17. Call your math teacher a futhermucker? nope
18. Kick a baby? yea
19. Date someone more than ten years older than you? ewwww
20. Cuss out a priest? and go to hell?
21. Take a job as a janitor? they make better money than i do
22. Stay up all through the night? i like sleep
23. Drink straight espresso? yikes
fuckyou