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[fristybean]

this weekend sucked. i had no hot water. i have no one to cosign any loans with me. my family is completely split. my aunt got married this weekend and i was not allowed to go to the wedding cuz she was mad at my mom. so i could not watch her get married. between my bro and sis we have to pay the entirety of the rent. my mom has stopped trying to be a good mother. im basically living on my own. justine is probably very mad at me. and its not unjustified. i might not be able to pay for all of college cuz i cant find a cosigner. most people use their parents. but my parents cant and my family wont help cuz no one trusts my mom. they all think im like her and that im not responsible and that im just trying to screw them over. i dont understand why my family hates each other. well yes i do. rephrase i dont understand why my family hates me and my siblings because of my parents actions.

i cant take this any more.its my turn to be saved.

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