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Kay, So I'm quite upset right now, I can't find my promise ring that Jeremy got me like.. a year ago.
I'm not really really upset that I'm crying because I KNOW it's someplace in my house, I had it on last night when I went to sleep, I KNOW that bc I took the other ring off (Jeremy's hip hop ring from the 25cent machine) & I didn't take the promise ring off, I never do except to shower & wash my hands (put lotion on). So I went to bed with it on.
I woke up at 5:45 cause I heard my cat throw up & I cleaned it up, went back to bed.
Woke up again at 9:45, called Jer to tell him to get up for school & come over my house to get his paper.
He came over at like.. 10:30ish & got it, I before that had a bowl of ice cream & went on myspace.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up at 1:25pm & then went on myspace ..
4:30, I put my make up on & got dressed
THAT is when I noticed my ring WASN'T on my hand.
So thats how I KNOW it's in the house, cause from the time I last saw it, to the time I noticed it was missing, i did NOT leave my house at all. Infact, I was sleeping most of the time. So I know it's here & i've searched everywhere, it's never been missing this long.
I know right now I'm going to be thinking it's gone forever & i'll never find it & I know that it's going to show up in either a REALLY obvious place or a really absurd place that'll make me think "how the hell did it end up here".
But i've really searched ALL over my room, underneath my bed, on my dresser, on my printer table, on my desk , around my computer, in my computer desk's drawer, in my jewelry box, under that box, behind that box, in my closet, IN my dresser drawers, under my pillows, in my bed, around my tv set, in my purse, in my make up bags, even in my contact case, in the box of matches, it's not in ANY of those places. I even looked in my garbage can incase it fell in there from the printer table.
I checked the kitchen, the bathroom, the living room, the laundry room.. EVERYWHERE. & I still CANT find it. Honest to God, I don't know where the hell I put it. Cause I MUST have taken it off, the only thing I'm scared about is sometimes at night I sleepwalk & i'm afraid I did something with it then & i didnt check my hand when I woke up bc I never do, I always just assume it's on. So idk where the fuck it is & it's quite upsetting, but I do feel quite reassured that I know it's in my house somewhere & it will turn up.
I'm just afraid it's in the garbage =\ Not that I would throw it away, just incase it fell into it. so before I take out the trash tomorrow, I will be doing a thorough check of the garbage cans just in case.
In other news I've decided that even though Jeremy said that it was ok if we didn't go, I suppose I will. I'm just nervous cause I'm insecure, but still =\
GRRR.. I just hope I find my goddamn ring. I know I'm getting a new one, but I don't freaking care, i want THAT ring anyway. It's special to me<3333
I'm not really really upset that I'm crying because I KNOW it's someplace in my house, I had it on last night when I went to sleep, I KNOW that bc I took the other ring off (Jeremy's hip hop ring from the 25cent machine) & I didn't take the promise ring off, I never do except to shower & wash my hands (put lotion on). So I went to bed with it on.
I woke up at 5:45 cause I heard my cat throw up & I cleaned it up, went back to bed.
Woke up again at 9:45, called Jer to tell him to get up for school & come over my house to get his paper.
He came over at like.. 10:30ish & got it, I before that had a bowl of ice cream & went on myspace.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up at 1:25pm & then went on myspace ..
4:30, I put my make up on & got dressed
THAT is when I noticed my ring WASN'T on my hand.
So thats how I KNOW it's in the house, cause from the time I last saw it, to the time I noticed it was missing, i did NOT leave my house at all. Infact, I was sleeping most of the time. So I know it's here & i've searched everywhere, it's never been missing this long.
I know right now I'm going to be thinking it's gone forever & i'll never find it & I know that it's going to show up in either a REALLY obvious place or a really absurd place that'll make me think "how the hell did it end up here".
But i've really searched ALL over my room, underneath my bed, on my dresser, on my printer table, on my desk , around my computer, in my computer desk's drawer, in my jewelry box, under that box, behind that box, in my closet, IN my dresser drawers, under my pillows, in my bed, around my tv set, in my purse, in my make up bags, even in my contact case, in the box of matches, it's not in ANY of those places. I even looked in my garbage can incase it fell in there from the printer table.
I checked the kitchen, the bathroom, the living room, the laundry room.. EVERYWHERE. & I still CANT find it. Honest to God, I don't know where the hell I put it. Cause I MUST have taken it off, the only thing I'm scared about is sometimes at night I sleepwalk & i'm afraid I did something with it then & i didnt check my hand when I woke up bc I never do, I always just assume it's on. So idk where the fuck it is & it's quite upsetting, but I do feel quite reassured that I know it's in my house somewhere & it will turn up.
I'm just afraid it's in the garbage =\ Not that I would throw it away, just incase it fell into it. so before I take out the trash tomorrow, I will be doing a thorough check of the garbage cans just in case.
In other news I've decided that even though Jeremy said that it was ok if we didn't go, I suppose I will. I'm just nervous cause I'm insecure, but still =\
GRRR.. I just hope I find my goddamn ring. I know I'm getting a new one, but I don't freaking care, i want THAT ring anyway. It's special to me<3333