Wishfull thinking

[friskipandora]

I don't understand my boyfriend, he told me he was going to buy me a cat for christmas and now he doesn't want me to get one at all. I think he's just mad because hecouldn't get it for me or something. I know I told him I didn't want one yet but I found the cat i want and i don't want it just to slip right through my fingers if I know I could have him. I'm like HELLO?!? do you realize you're contradicting yourself by telling me you were going to buy me a cat and now telling me you don't think I should get a cat. If you were going to buy it that meant you were ready to have a kitten in the house, why the hell all of a sudden you don't? I guess i'm going to have to wait and try to find another kitty like him when Corey is ready for one. *cries* sucks he doesn't understand what it feels like to be home alone for long hours with noone to talk to noone to cuddle, maybe if he did he'd want me to have the cat. Maybe if he really knew how alone I feel in an empty house, but he doesn't and he'll never understand. All he knows is I stay at home not working, he doean't see that I bust my ass cleanign up after him, doing his laundry, cooking. Once it's all done what am i supposed to do? oh I get it sit on the couch and wait for him to come home because I don't have a job or car to keep me entertained. I don't know maybe i'm making too much of it, but I've never looked at a kitten and been like totally madly inlove with it. He seems to think it's so easy to fall inlove with a kitten but it's not for me, I'm very picky with my cats. Oh well better luck next year say goodbye to my dream kitty :'(
http://www.shadenshadow.com/Kittens.htm << he's the cream male he looks sorta like garfield