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well i dont really know whats going on anymore. i'm pretty much fucked for the first grading period or whatever. i really suck at school all together. i can't do math anymore and i can't drop either.
this is going to probably sound really stupid but i'm afraid of being alone. not like with a boyfriend but by myself in general. i'm afraid something is going to happen. its really weird. lately i just have to have be with someone at all times. i dont really like it because normally i kind of like just having me time. its a very odd feeling.
other than that odd thing.
my brother, jenny, and my sister came over for dinner tonight. that was a good time. not! everyone was bitching about something or another and i just laughed like crazy. i thought it was hilarious. it would be so weird if all of us lived together. ah. weird. my brother brought his dog. one word. annoying. i dont like dogs one bit and they are just a bother in my opinion.
tomorrow is the last day of my rotation already. it went by pretty fast but i'm glad i'm almost done. i still have to do an interview though. yuck. i have to write a summary thing about it and write my journals for this week. oh man.
well i'm goin to watch some tv.
goodnight :)
this is going to probably sound really stupid but i'm afraid of being alone. not like with a boyfriend but by myself in general. i'm afraid something is going to happen. its really weird. lately i just have to have be with someone at all times. i dont really like it because normally i kind of like just having me time. its a very odd feeling.
other than that odd thing.
my brother, jenny, and my sister came over for dinner tonight. that was a good time. not! everyone was bitching about something or another and i just laughed like crazy. i thought it was hilarious. it would be so weird if all of us lived together. ah. weird. my brother brought his dog. one word. annoying. i dont like dogs one bit and they are just a bother in my opinion.
tomorrow is the last day of my rotation already. it went by pretty fast but i'm glad i'm almost done. i still have to do an interview though. yuck. i have to write a summary thing about it and write my journals for this week. oh man.
well i'm goin to watch some tv.
goodnight :)