high anxiety
I keep having trouble sleeping and having weird ass dreams when I do sleep. I think I am nervous about going back to work. I have been gone almost 2 months with my knee surgery / complications / surgery again stuff. I got cleared to go back to work on Monday March 2. I just need to calm the hell down, but that isn't the easiest thing in the world for me to do (and never has been). Tonight I am taking a sleeping pill and fucked up dreams be damned.