Jan 06, 2009 12:22
haven't smoked in 6 days. getting really anxious to head to costa rica. 6 months seems like way too long... i want to go now. i want to go somewhere... anywhere. i just don't want to hang out in slo for that long.
A said she wants to come to costa rica... and i think she actually will. she needs to get a passport, and save money. we've been talking on the phone a lot recently. enough that she's moving back down here. i'm nervous. of course, nothing will come of it because i'm chronically emotionally unavailable and she's getting over heartbreak, but still...
someone figure out a way for me to travel sans money. let me leave now.