Stupid Boys Pt. 2

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Alright, so I don’t know if there was a part one to this, but it sure as hell feels like it. Dylan has this new boy, Josh. Don’t get me wrong, Josh is really cute, but it is starting to make me sick. Sick, that is, with the realization that they are probably going to eventually take on the title of boyfriends. Ugh. I don’t know. I really don’t. I’m so comfortable with what I have now with Dylan, but when they do start going out, everything is going to change. I’m not looking forward to that. Even if Dylan doesn’t want things to change, they are going to have to. It isn’t fair to continue with Dylan while he is going out with Josh. That would drive me nuts if I was Josh, and Dylan had his ex taking care of him. No, I can’t be like that. Dylan is going to have to accept space, and the general concept that comes with it. Josh deserves as much as Dylan can give him, and visa versa. Dylan, however, cannot give 100% unless I am out of the picture. Oh well. Whatever.

I don’t care, but deep down inside I think that I do. I hate change, and this is gonna be a major one.