Jul 25, 2006 11:05
So it is yet another day in Stobhill and I know I should be rejoicing in how easy and laid back this job is and the fact that I am unlikely to ever be this quiet at work again but it is sooo dull. I have, this morning, said hello to my patients, done a rather rapid wardround,answered the phone, put in a venflon, watch friends, had a coffee break, watched some more friends and generally moped about...and it's only 11am. I have one phonecal to make to organise a procedure at GGH but I'm not convinced the patient is well enough for that yet so I'm gonna hang off probably until tomorrow.
I wouldn't mind that much but I feel I do nothing at work and do nothing when I'm out of work and it gives me far too much time to think about all the things I should be doing which I'm not, it suks.
I'm just still grumpy which isn't so good, I thnk its cause I've been rather isolated and would probably feel better if I was out seeing people but I've had painting and things and I've not been feeling great so have been quite antisocial so I can't win as I'm fighting against myself. I miss dancing, I havent been dancing for ages and it suks.
Yes i'm moody and hormonal but grump is over, just be glad you don't have to work with me ;-)