coloured monkeys.
Well, only one night left to go, thank god. OUr little baby girl is still here but i think today might be the day, tis all very sad and very much in the atmosphere.
This night was ok, lot of gases and things to do especially as we have a new baby in NICU who is only 24 weeks gestation but she is doing ok so far.
I really hate doing nights. Feeling rotten have that woozy sick feeling that you always get when sleep and food deprived. Now only 2 hours to go, i never appreciate my bed as much as when i'm on nights.
You get so isolated as well, havent spoken to anyone all week, barely spoken to Ian (probably spoke to him more by phone on my last set of nights than have this set whilst he has been here...very odd.)
ALl be over soon then just tonight and I'll be done. Just need to think about being off next week and Edinburgers beginners dance on saturday if i'm awake.
sigh.
x
This night was ok, lot of gases and things to do especially as we have a new baby in NICU who is only 24 weeks gestation but she is doing ok so far.
I really hate doing nights. Feeling rotten have that woozy sick feeling that you always get when sleep and food deprived. Now only 2 hours to go, i never appreciate my bed as much as when i'm on nights.
You get so isolated as well, havent spoken to anyone all week, barely spoken to Ian (probably spoke to him more by phone on my last set of nights than have this set whilst he has been here...very odd.)
ALl be over soon then just tonight and I'll be done. Just need to think about being off next week and Edinburgers beginners dance on saturday if i'm awake.
sigh.
x