tmi and also robins

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so yes, no sleep, long time without sleep, pretty much losing control of both whatever part of my brain controls the ability to make grammatical sense and the part that has the wisdom to not talk about Robin porn in public

here is a tmi about my day:

i have spent a large chunk of day either reading words in a robot voice or speaking with an incredibly horrible russian accent. i can't seem to type without saying what i'm typing out loud. that was not the tmi part.

the actual tmi part is that since the plasma donation people were like 'gtfo and fix your social security card and yes that' i am instead sitting in my living room writing porn about Robins, Jason and Tim to be specific but that is not surprising considering my recent tastes in both porn and Robins. anyway so idk if it is really porn so much as it is mostly dialogue but there is mild humiliation and accidental voyeurism/outing and specifically outing of previous Bruce/Jason and Bruce/Tim and oh my god when did I become a person capable of writing Batman/Robin in any capacity like i am simultaneously squicked the hell out and super into it while just writing it so

basically the part of my brain that should be telling me to stfu and not post this is currently asleep. so i am just going to giggle in a vaguely unsettling manner and hit post before i think better of my actions

i drew a jason on the whiteboard on my fridge i tried to give his thighs justice but also i hate dry erase markers so you know

whatever

like holy shit really, how is it possible that just one night of no sleep is seriously effecting my brain function/judgement to this degree i am usually much more resilient to sleep deprivation if nothing else

dear everyone, thank you for not unsubscribing a million years ago, i am the most ridiculous person and i'm probably not even that amusing in my manner of ridiculosity so

thanks

- originally posted on Dreamwidth .