Apr 08, 2012 02:17
I've been working my way out of quicksand for the last six months or so. So much has been going on with me and around me that I've felt completely stuck. I've been completely unsocial. As much as I miss people, I haven't had the time or energy to reach out before now.
My family is dealing with life and death issues once again. I have my own health issues to manage. And I'm worn out from the struggle. Of course, the thing I have to keep reminding myself about quicksand, is that struggling only makes it worse.
But, by focusing on just trying to deal with each moment as it comes and letting go of plans and expectations, I find it possible to get unstuck. Before I realize it, I'm moving again. That motion is what makes me feel alive, connected to the cosmic dance.
happy easter!