shit i need to look forward to or else i'm going to break
shit has hit the fan but i guess that's what needed to happen for me to open my eyes. it breaks my fucking heart and it hurts a hell of a lot more than i ever thought possible.
i'm really going to miss Aurora as much as i fucking bitched about it. i met some absolutely amazing people at school and especially at work. i'm going to miss them...i already do and i don't leave for another two weeks. blah.
i need to remember all my friends back in ottawa. i'll be able to canoe with my dad, hang out with my sister, watch movies with lauren gerro, go driving with lauren rockburn, laugh hysterically with emily, go bike riding with sophie, take my puppy roux for walks, actually watch my cousin archer grow up.
i've also got a long recovery to go through...and a lot of thinking to do if i ever decide to let this individual back in my life as a friend...but it also requires said person to grow up a hell of a lot.
anyway this is just useless banter.
i'm really going to miss Aurora as much as i fucking bitched about it. i met some absolutely amazing people at school and especially at work. i'm going to miss them...i already do and i don't leave for another two weeks. blah.
i need to remember all my friends back in ottawa. i'll be able to canoe with my dad, hang out with my sister, watch movies with lauren gerro, go driving with lauren rockburn, laugh hysterically with emily, go bike riding with sophie, take my puppy roux for walks, actually watch my cousin archer grow up.
i've also got a long recovery to go through...and a lot of thinking to do if i ever decide to let this individual back in my life as a friend...but it also requires said person to grow up a hell of a lot.
anyway this is just useless banter.