Just updating

[friendsanagirl]

Well, the weekend went okay I guess. I was supposed to be on a liquid fast and everything was good until Sunday night when my stepsister insisted on going to dinner since we were out at the mall. So we went to Friendly's and I ordered a small chicken quesadia or however you spell it. So I ate like one of the little sections of it and that was it. But then when I came home my parents had cooked turkey so I had like to bites of that. So that blew it. But it looks like I lost about 4 pounds, which is good enough for me I guess. At least I lost something. This week I'm going to try to fast til Friday. But its going to be hard since I have a trip to NYC on Wednesday and we are supposed to be eating lunch and dinner. So that blows. Because I know someone is going to be like "Why arent you eating" I better have a lot of water stocked up for that day. LoL. But I think I can do it if I just stay strong and don't give in. I think it will be enough looking at all the people stuffing their faces. That just makes me want to puke most of the time anyway, unless I'm really hungry.
Like today at lunch I saw people eating the school french fries with ketchup and they are just like shoving them in and im just like ahhhhhhhhhhh I just wanted to like explosive vomit everytime I looked at them. Anyway, I guess I'm done now. I haven't exercised since Friday night. I'm kind of too weak to, what with not eating an all. It would just give me a really bad headache and make me feel like I was gonna pass out. So I dont feel like doing that to myself.
Right, Im done. Thanks for reading. Bye.