May 27, 2005 17:14
im kinda of mad
and sad
and tired
and depressed
and lonely
and ... idk
today.. was soo boring.. i got like.. 5 hours of sleep last night. b cuz i was up all night.. doing hmwk for my science. which was due today.. gosh dang it.. i had better have gotten a good grade on that stupid thing... uhh
and then i fell asleep in that same class.. after i turned it in.. during a movie.. cuz i am sooo FLIPPIN tired.... yeah and right now..
i am up north. my mom is in the cabin kitchen.. and my dads here in the living room with me. and my grandma and uncle just went to the laundro-mat. hehehe. and my aunt and cousin.. and other aunt and cousin... and OTHER aunt and 2 cousins havent got here yet.. so im just up here.. chatttin with bethany. lol..
im not sure i wanna be up here tho.. a part of me does.. with my family... but another part of me.. wants to be home tonight.. hanging with alyssa... and to a church dance with tiffany tomorrow... and w\e on sunday.....
but im over it..
im coming home on sunday.... so it shouldnt be THAT bad.... imjust gonna keep telling myself that... im not really sure... i've been really easily tempered lately.. my mom... omg.. has been driving me insane.. in the past day or 2.. but im trying to get over it... i dunno.. i am just having little patience lately..
uhh and my stupid stomach problem came back... so im in a whole lottta pain.. grr.... and its hthe weather.. i have a cold and allergies.. and i cant breath... but ya know what... its ok..
ill deal...
i think i just need summer....... <3