In tune with the world

Jul 14, 2006 09:43

I'm in Midland right now. I've been here since 9:00. Yes, which means I would have had to leave Wasaga by a little after 8, meaning I was up at a little after 7. Quite a change for me, haha. Matt had to come in early for his aunt's funeral, so I got a ride with him. He looks good in a suit. I hope today goes okay for him.

I'm in Midland because I'm going to St. Catharines with my dad and brother for the weekend, to celebrate my (favourite) cousin Tyler's escape graduation from high school last month. We're either leaving after my brother goes to karate tonight, around 8:00, or tomorrow sometime. Either way, I have a whole day to waste spend here. Matt gave me some money ($100 of it goes to my mom for my cell billl) so I'm going to walk up to the mall and buy some stuff maybe browse the stores. I don't really want to buy much at the Midland mall, because I know I can find so many better items in St. Catharines. If I go to Bluenotes, I bet the employees won't even remember I was one of them a few months back.

I realized this morning that I really don't get out much anymore. And not only do I need to get back into doing that, but I need to start doing it before the p.m. The drive from the beach to here this morning was so beautiful to me. I mean, I already do really appreciate nature, but it was extra relaxing and exciting today. I really haven't seen that much green in a long time, that hasn't been chopped up and sitting on a plate. I brought my camera, so I really want to try and get out and take some pictures. I also have to do laundry though. So much to do. Such a change. It almost makes me cry, the fact that I am so pathetic these days. I really don't do anything, I take all kinds of flack for it every day, and I deserve it. It's going to change, starting today. After this entry of course.

IT'S SUMMER for crying out loud! I should be out enjoying my favourite weather while I can! Jeeze.

Right now, I'm kind of excited to go back to St. Catharines. I wasn't at first, but now that I have been thinking about it, I am looking forward to seeing all my family and hanging out by the pool with them. If I still lived there, it would have been a whole year that I had been living there for. The year went by fast. The years seem to go by faster as they go on.

I'm going to finish washing my clothes, and then I'm venturing OUTSIDE. To do who knows what. Anything. Just BE outside. I'm so walking by the water! I love being near water. And I just remembered that I live a parking lot's distance away from the beach. I REALLY need to get out more. And I will. Today, like I said already.

I'm off like a dirty shirt,

LOVE Mal
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