Will this week ever end?

[friendoffailure]

How come everyone is out of school but me (well I guess all you high school people are still in too:)? Ya know how you are supposed to end you week with a weekend, I didn't. I am going on day 7 at work on top of rehearsal, finals, and projects. I am so tired and I need someone to love me(should it be Noel or lyndsae....). For the first time in like two weeks I got to just lay down and have someone cuddle me (mind you that was after I had to make his bed). It was nice but then I didn't get home till 11:30 and I had to clean till 1. AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I have had no me time. I have only been to my house to sleep or clean for the since last tues. I WANT FREE TIME. Once this week is over it will be better cause I won't have to worry about school. I have to sell back my books on thurs or fri then I will have money! Next week or this weekend Ang and I will go shopping, then I will be happy. I guess if I'm out of school I should start to deal with my dad. Maybe if I see him he will give me money or presents.... is that evil to think that way?

OMG! My mom is flying to Seattle for New Years. Her friend Tom is sending her a plane ticket to come see him. My grandma, Mel, and Mitch will be in Discovery Bay. Matt and Riva will be working. Noel wants me to spend the night at his friend Heather's house. I hope my mom will let me. There will be plenty of people there. Her parents will be home. I hope... if not I will be home alone.

well I better go take final #2. Then my last 2 are on thurs and fri. I don't even have class on fri so why should I have my final then?