Dec 06, 2004 09:34
So I'm at rehearsal on sat and I get a call from my mom. When I called her back she thought I was out of rehearsal so she told me she had some shocking news; my dad had called that morning, he had been released. He is out of Prison! I was fine and told her I had to go. I went and sat down at rehearsal and I was fine. Then I started to shake. Then cry. I still am not sure why. I didn't know how I felt. I just cried. Then I told Shannon, john, tommy, and john. I don't know if it was John Greer putting his arm around me and trying to feed me M&Ms, John C on all fours acting like a cat by purring and rubbing against my leg, or tommy scurrying around on the floor acting like a rabbit(although I don't know how he thought that was a rabbit) that made me feel better but something did. They are so awsome. I called dad on sun and he wanted me to come see him but i told him I don't know how long it would be before I could do that. I don't know if I'm happy or sad, Excited or scared, want to see him or don't, or what. I really don't need him right now. I haved live 2 years without him and I don't know how to handle it now that he is back.